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My eyes are fading from blue to grey

The flecks of gold wont go away

Raging monster hides within

Cuts are dripping with red sin

Nails so sharp a half inch long

I'm changing and I know its wrong

Though all eyes are closed to see

The nothing I have come to be

Sometimes the real me shows right through

Hide myself I cannot do

The monster that hides behind

The gentle me I cannot find

In my most temporary relief to life

My blood upon a poison knife

The monster who waits and hides

Until I start to cut my sides

In the shadows too thick to see

That that monster is only me

Nails are clawing at my skin

I hate the thing that lurks within

I'm sorry I havent posted anything in a few months. I've written alot more and I hope to get it in this journal soon. thanks for your patience.

Marissa Lynn